Friday, February 19, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
I send "i love you" text messages when I'm upset...
This week has and hasn't been particulalry interesting in the world of Maren (Its a small world after all who would've guessed?) We had some large water maine break in Azle, thus leaving the town/suburb folk without useable (you can hardly call it a city) city water for some time. So without water to drink or flush with the school closed down good thing yes? (really yes and no) I enjoy waking up late and having time to exercise and relax, in general I like the feeling of not being at school and having to worry about school things (like the SAT *shudder*) but when left to my own devices or left alone in my head for too long things become self absorbed and the bigger picture or scheme of things gets lost. Bad Idea. So there I was driving home from practice feeling all absorbed in my self and my teenage problems thinking about how I completelty suck at interacting people. Thats just one of my main insecurities I just think I'm a ver socially awkward child and that people and I just don't mix together. As I'm sure you well know thinking of ones insecurities does not promote good feelings of any kind, infact I was becoming more and more distressed. Well when I feel this happening I try to think of all the good things in life (A.K.A puppys, rainbows, kittens, etc.) and I thought of my sister Claire who never fails to make me smile and who is always shamazing me in many ways. Then I thought of all the silly things we've done or said and suddenly I was very distracted from myself. I appreciate my sister's existance, thanks heavenly father.
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